In my adventures this past year i left my house on Jan 1st on a road trip that i will never forget. I started out with no destination and no goal, my life can down before me and i was in denial that fading away was my only choice. Depression works in mean ways to ones spirit, and it puts thoughts of suicide and doubt in your head. Leaving my home of 11 years and not knowing where to go seemed like the only choice at the time. My friends have gone off to start their own stories and during my episode i pushed them away. I was afraid to talk to my parents, only because i didnt want to show how much of a failure i was, again depression works in ugly ways. with a couple hundred dollars in my wallet i set forth on a journey that would now be the turning point in my life.