If you really want something you should go for it, most of my life i wanted to go back to school, but never finished, i wanted to do that animation film but never did it, i wanted to travel but spent my money on small things that never amounted to anything. I wanted to a buch of stuff that just was pushed aside to never be touched again. It was the breaking up of my marriage to realize that i need to grab a hold of things and run with it. My relationship with Valkyrie was kind of my first attempt at it and well it ran its course and now its in limbo, but im not gonna stop there, i actually have gotten a job in this lousy economy and im putting forth my plan of things i want to accomplish with myself this year. My drive across the country was amazing, i was free to make the choice to pull off the road and just enjoy whats in front of me. I drove knowing that i could go anywhere. Why wasnt it like that in my marriage? Was i stuck not knowing where to go and worried about my wife than myself? People tell me it takes 2 to make a relationship work and then its a job. Ive been told my ex was really mean and i wasnt watching it. Things happen for a reason and maybe it wasnt meant to be, but you know what?? Im happier now and so is she. Yes i miss the companionship and the thought of someone waking up next to u or someone coming home to you and thinking about you, but my relationship with my ex was something else. More on that story later, but now im just wanting to go and do it, something i havent been able to do in a very long time. Later this year, ill have my trip to Venice and then ill be living by myself.
Tired continue later....
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