You ever find something that was so remarkable and so compelling you must have it?? And as it just turns out to be an item that is out of reach for you? I've recently came across this, in September i found something that was so amazing that i must have it, not to the point of obsession but to have and to cherish because it made me happy. I was like a little boy getting that toy i always wanted for Christmas. Today i see this thing and every time i step forward to grab it, it moves back. Lately every step i take towards it, it takes 2 steps back. WTF!!! Hmmm i guess i wasn't meant to have it, just a glimmer of hope and maybe what the future may be? I have to wonder thou, how does one achieve this goal to hold onto this very object?? It beckons me to come and get it, yet it keeps going farther away. Will it eventually run out of space to walk away? Or should i just look for a more attainable goal?? I like what I'm going for now, but I'm not sure if my goal wants me to continue...
I'm just confused and very sad that it maybe way out of reach and it was just a tease in my journey. I did learn that i can make things happen, if i just go for it. What do i have to lose?? it wasn't there before, but now??? My mind is so random right now and I'm not sure what to think, i should just let it go and chalk it up to something not to do in the future, ya rite!!!
Now looking at the Indiana Jones picture makes me think, is my goal just a trap to make my adventure more interesting? should i grab it and run with it and not care about the consequences? should i leave it alone so i don't get hurt? hmmm
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