Why do i get myself into these situations?? Im sitting here in my room waiting for my day to unfold tomorrow, shes in the shower rite now and im thinking the last time i spent the night with her was hmmm 13+ years ago??? Not exactly sure but i know it was our trip to Disneyland. HA!! i remember taking my dads truck for that date, i told him i would be back before 2am but we ended up staying and he was pissed :( Good times thou.... Now i had originally planned this trip for Valkyrie but for some certain events that have yet to be resolved she couldnt come. I asked some others to come also but it was juts hard for it being so close to the holidays. Then Catalina showed up and she is here for 3 weeks visiting her parents for the holidays. Hmmm, we have been thru so much these past months, yet we have been apart from each other for so long, i remember talking to my ex about past relationships and Catalina always came up as the one that got away. I think my ex was jealous of her at one point, i think that was the one time i was honest to her about an old flame. Not that i lied to her, just didn't tell her everything. Anyways, its just been strange hanging out with her again, she is funny and attractive. Very smart and very open to anything. Right now thou, the only thing holding me back about her is her dishonesty, and she knows it. Ive been fortunate enough to have had the chance to be open about my feelings and about my thoughts recently. Ive told her how she hurt me with the recent situation, and it will forever haunt me. But Ive managed to just be myself around her and have fun. Nothing more.
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