Fourth of July.....

Hmmm, so today was interesting...... Started at 1am with a phone call
from a really fun person, NIN called me out of the blue and we talked
till about 5am. She is an awesome person so full of life. Her life
experiences just shocks me and her stories are intriging. I'm
attracted to her only cuz I've never did like 98% of the things she
has done! Yes she is just out there but in a good way!! Just fun to
talk to.... I'm suppose to meet her at a concert in September so we
will see how that goes.

Anyways I was sort of bummed today because yes I didn't have my kids
and it will be hard to get them on this holiday only because my ex's
best friends kids are born around this day. And they are good friends
with my kids..... It just saddens me to see other families spending
time together when I'm home alone. I know I have many options to go
and people to see but it just got to me today and I wanted to be
alone... Nothing wrong with that I guess. Which brings me to another
point, my friend Valencia just moved out and is all ready to move on
with her life... Now she has to deal with custody with her children
and her ex.... I feel for her because he is just not there for them.

I miss my Nikki, she was the one I can open up to and she was always
there for me. She was one of the reasons I would be up late at night
cuz we would be on the phone....

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