Nevermind!!! blarg!!!

After the loss of a really close friend this past year, I've been thinking about all the friends that i have gathered since I've separated from my wife. Facebook and twitter has really help in my transition and have gained some great people to call 'friends' The loss of Nikki really bothered me more so now than when it really happened. That person i could confide in and let lose of all my emotions is gone, that person i could laugh to about my frustrations and get advice towards my ever-going saga with Valkyrie is gone... After reading the journal that her mom gave me it showed another side of Nikki that i kinda knew but now know in a full understanding of her pain. She loved me and loved me like no other, the comments i made of Valkyrie made her stumble and she tried to grasp onto me but couldn't because i was so wrapped into my own journey.