Valkyrie
I met her awhile back in 2008 and something wonderful happened, like ive said before she was kinda the first gal i talked to that let me know that i can move on, after my failed marriage i was confused and just looking for something. She came along in my life and i broke that quietness that i had for the longest time. ive expressed that artistic talent that laid dormant for so long, i had the words to make her melt and want more, someone actually listening to me and enjoying my company !! she was later deemed the girl i could never have, she fit my description of a dream girl. but thats the thing, the dream girl only in my dreams.... never real for me to obtain just there. thou i could text her and chat with her on the phone and thats the closest i could get. the closest i wanted to get. Yes there were plenty of times that i couldve met her in person, heck she hangs with my best friend but i just couldnt bear the fact of disappointment that bares on me. Even thou she would look past that, i am still not sure.
2009 brought some bad news, well not bad but happy and disappointing, she was actually in love with a friend of mine and i was happy for her cuz the sadness she had with her previous life has purpose now and he was it. I think that delaying my efforts with her only proved to kick myself. That is why shes the one i can never have. Learning from previous mistakes I cannot attempt to to engage like i wanted to and its becoming frustrating. but you never know and she likes my confidence heheh. We are still friends and I believe this year our eyes will lay upon each other for the first time. what will happen?? only time will tell... I wish her well for this 2010 and hope she gets what she wants. ME?!?!?! hahaha ok dreaming again....
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