I think today was the defining point of my relationship with Valkyrie, we had a long conversation about who we are and what we meant for each other, i know she has moved on and is happy as to were she is in her life and i am glad, yes i am jealous of the person she is with but one thing i know for sure is that we have still stayed friends thru this and that is important. However, i have learned a lot from this infatuation, I have learned that the power of words can effect how people think and yes someone considered me a smooth talker and such, but all im doing is being nice. i guess to nice for some. The one thing that i made me think twice about approaching someone i like is that i need to be more consistant, I had a chance with Valkyrie and i blew it, she was very interested in me and i set it aside. WHY?? what was i thinking......... I have my reasons and therefore Valkyrie is 'the one that got away' sigh.....
She did bring up a good point, i never talked about my current dating statuses with her, maybe it was just to keep her interested in me maybe just didnt think it was important, whatever the case maybe she is curious now...... Why?? hmmm not sure but i started to share....... I saw a curious person but i was willing to open up to her about that.
Im still optimistic thou, who knows what will happen, i remember first talking to her and we agreed on one thing "things happen for a reason"
No Holding Back.......
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