Why......

I don't understand why I always go back for disappointment. She is to pretty for me she knows way to many people and just just..... Uggg why???? I even didn't talk to her for two weeks to try and just let her go but my curiousity slapped me in the face and bam I'm back in the loop of things.... And I'm suppose to be her friend and I know that's really hard to do going from something we shared to friends but she says things that drive me to want to go on and continue this. Now I'm not sure if this is on purpose or what but sheeesh.... Now I'm just a mess again. My feelings are exploding and thoughts of being with her are driving me coocoo. Is she teasing me or is this just a ploy for her to slowly ease me in hahah ya right. It's crazy I can talk to any other of my friends but when it comes to Valkyrie she drives me bonkers....

Putting that aside and trying to ween myself to being just her friend I have been talking to Texas quite a bit and I think but not sure that there might be something there. Not gonna hold my breath but we will see.


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