Nikki
This past year Nikki passed away due to a drunk driver late one night before her birthday.... I miss her so much, we got along so well and enjoyed the same things it was almost to perfect of a situation. It's hard writing about someone you have enjoyed time with. So many things were left unsaid, feelings not expressed, stones left unturned. During the summer time her mother gave me her diary that she kept, I was skeptical at reading it but it was given to me for a reason.
She kept of course the intimate details of our relationship but what got my all choked up was the times we spent driving on our roadtrips to nowhere. I guess that's why I still love doing them because the sense of freedom and to clear my mind. Now thou I think of her when I do drive. I guess a part of me will never forget her. I loved how she wrote about our trip to Hawaii. Just a spur of the moment thing and relaxing there on the beach for days. Hmmm yah I miss Nikki but I have learned from her that yes I can move on. I can write many other stories about her. But I think that's a chapter in my book that I'll keep to myself. She was amazing.
-- Posted from my iTouch
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