The question was poised to me last night "how come you're not hooked up yet?" hmmmm I often wonder that myself. Well it's simple I guess not really looking for anything right now to settle down. Mainly trying to get my own life together. Ya living with my ex isn't a suitable conversation with any potentials or now not even having a car. Ugggg but yes my entourage of friends ask me this question. Who are you gonna date who is this lucky girl gonna be..... Pfft. I did have a couple friends with benefits which seemed fine by me but going to bed alone is more and more becoming apparent. The thought of snuggling and holding her at night is missing. Yes to have that companionship and dependability would be great, But my mindset isn't ready yet for that. Yes I want it but not right now and who knows when. Que sera sera...
Yesterdays bike ride home was bare-able. I almost rode all the way with maybe walking for about 10% of it. The wind wasn't that bad and the music fit. Wasn't that depressed and the kids were at scouts so they couldn't pick me up. Which was fine......!
-- Posted from my itouch
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