Wasting time....

The exertion of muscles as they push forward my metal steed. The precise balance needed to ride such a machine and concentration is uncanny. My morning slumber is interrupted due to such a thing. Hmmm...... The bike ride seems to be getting easier and easier each week thou my Monday jaunts are tough at first due to no activity during the weekend. Today on Mondays however my ride home won't be interrupted due to roommate coming to pick me up hahah yes I have taken advantage of this a couple times but Mondays I can't cuz the kids have scouts which is fine.

This weekend I did nothing..... The house was full of junior girl scouts so I kept to myself and played scrabble with friends and Facebook. It kinda sucks not having a car but also not spending money helps in me saving hahaha. One thing I did run across this weekend was the way my daughter is acting. Very bossy and talks back to her mom and dad. I'm not sure where this comes from or if this was a thing we didn't notice while raising her. Maybe it's a hormonal thing or a phase as she is entering that emotional state of becoming a teenager. Whatever it is I we need to head it off somewhere and soon. My parenting is very low key and not forceful. My ex on the other hand is has a short temper and is very outspoken to our children. That's just her. I'm not sure I can raise my voice to my children but I have. Apparently she has been bossy and very rude with fellow girl scouts and my ex. I'm gonna do some research as to how to handle this. We shall see how this goes. But I was scared for a moment cuz I thought she ran away. They got into a bad fight and almost crossed that line of omg. So my daughter disappeared for a bit and I went out looking for her in the car. I began to worry so much I almost was going to cry. How can this happen. Yes i did see the fight but it wasn't that bad I probably would've handled it different. What was done was done. Moving forward and learning from the past I need to figure out something for her.


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