I don't understand maybe she was joking maybe she is hinting hahaha ya right I'm getting my hopes up. Anyways tthis morning I had to wake up the roommate to take me to the bus stop due to not having change and was running late. Uggg I hate waking her cuz afterwards I feel like shit. Yes I would hate to be woken up at 430am and yes I'm a loser to wake up that early too. Hmmmm
Yesterday was interesting. I was pulled into the office at work for being a witness of something that happened that was really childish to begin with. Some people just can't accept certain things.
Ok so my project that i have been following did go out with a new person. (when I say following it's not in a stalkerish way just curious about her situation and bored heheh) it's funny when younger people start dating older people. There's that thin line of ok parent.... Me I was actully curious of what it would be like with an older woman. I was seeing this one girl or should I say lady haha and she was considerably older than me like 52. Amazingly she didn't look like it. She kept herself well fit and was very entertaining. What did she think about seeing someone that was way younger?? She didn't care. The sex was good and the good times were plenty. Now what about the other way?? A younger lady going after an older man??? I'll name her taylor cuz she reminds me of Taylor Swift. Anyways Taylor went out with this one guy that was like 7years older and had a couple kids. The thoughts mustve been mindboggling at thtat young age. There's this guy that has already been married and had kids. He's experienced life already in the aspect of marriage kids and divorce. Grant it I have been thru the same thing and companionship is a definite thing we miss but also the sex. Intentions could be high in this dept. Taylor is a fairly attractive person and why not have a gf thT could trump your ex and have eyecandy hanging on yur arm ya..... Anyways I can relate to Taylor new how should I say this... Person of one way intrest. Hehehe now I'm not sure if she's interested but I know she has commented on how wierd it is being baby'd by this man. Hahaha details later when they rise.
Out of the blue I did get to talk to Valkyrie.... Omg right?!?!? Just the usual flirting online lead to me calling her and laughing because of the teasing each other. I'm not sure why I'm still stuck on her. After everyone I always go back to her.... Why?? She makes me smile she makes me lose where I'm at and she is fun to talk to. But yet she lives so far away and alas I have no car ugggg. Anyways one day.....
How do people do it??? Without medication or help?? It is tough dealing with this I can feel it draining me. I can feel the tears swell up I can feel the sense of worthlessness overwhelming my happy demenor. How much more will I take before falling??
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