Waking up alone has hit me really hard today. Talking to friends and couples that I have known for awhile just reinforced the idea of my longing for some sort of companionship. But as I think of it I tend to sway away because of the things that I have used to sway me away from pursuing. I have fun where I go but deep down inside I'd like to share it with someone. This weekend I have known this girl for about a year now. And when out of the blue I sent her a picture she was like whatever hahaha I am such a baby or maybe I just took it in wrong or whatever. The point is I was mentally thinking this was someone I wanted to care for when in fact it's just a good friend that I can have more than what I want. Ya I have plenty of those.... I know if I put my mind to it I can make something of it. My best example is Valkyrie.... I am pretty sure we could've went somewhere with our flirts and innuendos. But I chickened out so many times....
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