it's been awhile since I have written in here and not much has happen since then. The girl I have been writing about at work finally transferred to another city and movEd in with her love. It's interesting to me how people fall in love within the five days they have known each other. But it seems to work. I am happy for her and hope she succeeds in her life. I know her friends have many opinions about her situation, I kinda envy her cuz she's taking that chance in life that many hesitate. Should I do such a thing?? Time can only tell.
Another person I have been chatting with daily is hmmm what should I nickname her..... Mandi. Only cuz she likes a singer by that name. Anyways mandi and I have been chatting for like almost year and it's been childish banter at first and the occasional flirting on my part but recently I have taken interest in her. Not in a serious matter but wow this chick is kewl and fun to talk to. The drawback is she is from another state that is like 20 hours away... Now I'm sure if we lived in the same area there would probably be something more. Her little answers to my gibberish makes me wonder what would happen if I moved or even visited her. She is pretty very witty and laughs at me. She has an interesting past and even sheltered a bit. Yet there are things in common we can talk about or do. I'm not sure where I'm going with this but maybe there is something there if instigated more. Oh well it is what it is..... More on mandi latter
Ok so I was in San Diego this weekend and Valkyrie texts me it's my chance?!?!? WTF does that mean?? Hahah I was like hey lady you are in a relationship with a good friend of mine and it would suck if he were to find out. But the thought was there. My infatuation with her runs deep. I was trying to explain one day to my roommate how Valkyrie will all ways be in my heart do to her nature of being the first attractive women to take interest in me after my split. Even though I shouldve gone for it I didn't due to the fact of disappointment. Something I need to over come some day. But anyways her teasing me made me think she is still pondering me in some way.... Which made me feel good but sad that nothing came of it... Ugggg I'm no certain of this feeling I have for her. But sometimes it's annoying or the opposite ugggg. I know Mtn festival is coming next month and my good friends bday is also. Who is a good friend of Valkyrie. Which they will be hanging out too. I will probably be to chicken shit to goto Mtn fest but we will see.
