So today apon texting C today, i thought it would be crazy to actually call her and hear her voice... I met C online last may asking about some recipe and surprisingly she was kind enough to reply. This started a long inquisition of questions and flirting... harmless at first but then it developed into a really close friendship... I think its possible to have really good online friends and relationships. C was really cool about it, she accepted my cheesy flirts and i accepted her hotness and creative mind. Anyways its been a fun ride getting to know her we kinda compliment each other well in the areas we are missing.... I fill a hole in her life and she fills that missing friend i need... Thou I could easily fall for someone like that she keeps stern to her line drawn but dabbles her flirty nature to soothe any thoughts heheh. It works well for both of us. So after 8 months of just twittering and texting i finally grew the balls and called her, i tease myself as being shy and well...... its true. Had so many cheesy lines and things i could say and BAM i choke.... WHY is that??? she seemed to be nervous to. was it the spider on the dashboard that put us in a blank stare? why were we like deer staring at headlights of an on coming car.... Worried??? cautious??? who knew...
Its interesting to me the whole process of becoming a good friend or a great friend or even a Best friend... why do we have to have competitions for this title? but then there friends in different categories and friends that are stand ins till yur reall bff comes around.... I guess we will never know but I know the friends title rotates when it isnt kept up to a common standard. If it isnt maintained then things fade.... I think C has showed me that friends has to have common interests to make it exciting and fun to continue. C has also relieved me of my semi loneliness, I look forward to chatting with her and Its weird the random things that we talk about.
Enough of the EMO rant....
Those were the best days of my life... nice song to end this blog entry hahaha
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