What am i doing????? i have a couple friends that i text every now and then... but there are some that really get into it... in ways that ummm ya... Its fun to a point, yes things get heated but then it gets frustrating, exchanging words and pictures is fun and very inciting, but at what cost. Tattoo girl has been an interesting person to step in my life. Met her on the bus with idle chit chat, then out of the blue she was intimate. It was a fun relationship but to short to develop into anything longterm. According to her she was just here visiting family and moved back to the east coast last month. Which brings me to what happened. Having a physical relationship was fun and almost something I want to have or find again. A non committal fun... is that even possible without a heartgiving situation... I think it was. Friends with benefits work if both people are in the same mind set, once someone starts to have feelings it could go either way. Mostly to the bad side. Tattoo girl had no intention of keeping me around but i didnt have enough time to even fall for her. It was wham bam thank you I'll call you later bye bye.... Yes the sex was amazing and the conversations were short, is that healthy? I seem to be ok with that. there are some people i would like to experience with NSA but who knows where that will go or if it will ever be.
Now with these others that want to have this with me... I wonder if its long term or not. What do I want??? I am still uncertain to what that is.... in the mean time i just go with the flow and make everyone happy that comes around. I dont often come across this but when its presented.... would you??
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