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I do this to save her, i am to much of a distraction on him and for them... I don't like it but it must be done... to regain my sanity and to let her regain hers... I .... ya i will leave it at just that.......................

one day i will be back when the dust settles and hopefully she will be happy at that time... I lub you... and farewell my friend....

till we meet again