Love you like a love song

Well its almost been a week.. yes i survived and it seems things arent going the way they seem... just getting the bad vibes. I really miss her... I dont know why i do so much.. She has been there everyday and just opened eared to everything i had to say, she would tell me her frustrations and we would talk them out.... I miss that. I have things i need to get off my chest to. My mother, my work, my kids and my new apt. It isnt fair that a little infatuation i kept to myself has punished me. she knew of it but i never pushed for anything... Now im stuck trying to gain the trust all over again.. and its hard... I dont like it and need her back in my life. but alas that isnt in my control. :(

I do miss you and hope you are happy
:)