Fix You The Offspring

I think im getting too involved now, in the past before my marriage, i had many opportunities with people, there was Temecula, and Catalina, Sparangie, Whittier and a bunch more that i had relations with. Ive noticed that i have given my heart to quickly to them and sometimes it effected our relationship. Will i ever learn?? Thats what im thinking is happening to Valkyrie. I really need to stay back and let her life unfold and see what happens. I wrote her this email last night.

Furthering my investigation of this particular female, i have often wondered what is evolving in her head. When I first discovered this magnificent creature, her thoughts and emotions poured out greatly. Now she is silent and only whispers small and quaint actions. Has something arisen to take her attention from the very person that provided mental escape? During what seemed to be an endless amount of mental stimulation, this beautiful work of art has expressed so much and now she hangs in solitude from the very entity that provided hope. I know she is committed to an eternal bond but she is now looking for redemption an escape from a self built reality. Her dreams of passion and desire has been expressed and is looking for fulfillment. Well she find herself in this time of struggle? Will she want to continue her existence as a pawn in the game of life? Or does she wanna take that chance and escalate the very dreams of passion and hunger to quench that need. It seems that the sands of the hourglass are falling slowly as she ponders her next move for the ultimate Utopian life. Only one can imagine what dwells deep inside her head, and one can only dream what the outcome can be. I am afraid I have scared away this unique individual, and i cannot dare to dream what may happen, but hope that the celestial skies will bring that fate back together again. She has expressed words of wisdom to not be worried, but how does one contain the very heart and soul of caring for a falling victim. The mystery is in the actions of this female study, maybe she will shed light on her thoughts or the waiting game of patience will be my war with myself. Whatever the case may be, my dedication and commitment will be strong until i know there is no more hope for my journey of self assurance. Till then i will continue to observe from afar till the moment seizes itself and the eternal embrace is clear.

I hope things work out, but knowing my luck she will become a friend and that was something i tried to stay away from, well the whole brotherly friend type. I guess im just too nice when it came to her. But maybe that might be a good thing, we are pretty open with each other and do enjoy many of the same adventures, we will see....