I hate being alone, its not a good feeling to have. I tend to talk to my friends on Facebook or AIM quite a bit, just to not be bored. My car is broke at the moment so the random road trips have come to a halt. But on the good side i got a job, even thou its a small job, its a start. Maybe i can save up enough money so i can move.
My relationship with Valkyrie is taken a dive, not that its a bad thing. Its just something we have stuff to work out, but who knows what will happen in the future. Me im going on and i hope one day she will join me, but till then with this new job im about to embark on my great adventure. Hopefully its gonna be something i can handle, we will see. I wish the best for Valkyrie and i hope she finds what she is looking for. I offered her some things but i know her life is in an uproar rite now and i must step back. Which comes to my topic tonight, being lonely. I know i'll find someone eventually but till then the road is hard and the friends are few. I have been talking to Ledemure a lot lately, and her view on life is very interesting. I love her courage and her raw explanation of her emotions. And her love for a man that lives on the other side of the world shows she has strength and passion that i thought was lost in people. I enjoy talking to her and she has opened my eyes on some things, thank you.
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